i spoke to him over messages, he doesn't seem to care. I know he doesn't care but still... i care. i care a little too much. i love him.. or maybe not.
to feel good, to feel comfort i seek love. i seek love everywhere and when i receive it, its the one that isn't meant to last. love for 10 minutes. you cant call it love but it gives a good feeling. it makes me feel wanted, makes me feel desired.. makes me feel that there are people who can feel what he felt for me.
hopefully i am right, hopefully someone there does love me, someone wants to make me happy..
no, no one does. they love hooking up but when they say no for that as well i feel rejected.
there is definitely something wrong with me, not hot, not cute, not pretty....
yeah life is miserable..
to feel good, to feel comfort i seek love. i seek love everywhere and when i receive it, its the one that isn't meant to last. love for 10 minutes. you cant call it love but it gives a good feeling. it makes me feel wanted, makes me feel desired.. makes me feel that there are people who can feel what he felt for me.
no, no one does. they love hooking up but when they say no for that as well i feel rejected.
there is definitely something wrong with me, not hot, not cute, not pretty....
yeah life is miserable..
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